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    After being kidnapped by a mysterious organization, the Hamato brothers are separated and experimented on—physically, mentally, and emotionally. Each is told the others are gone. But what their captors don’t realize is that the bond between these brothers is more powerful than any chain, any scalpel, any lie. This is a story of resilience, pain, and the love that holds them together even in the darkest depths.

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    27/30
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    Raph has never been good at handling emotions, especially not his own. His anger often pushes away the people he cares about, and over time he turns to an unhealthy coping method to deal with the pain.

    Or, a canon-adjacent story following Raphael as he quietly begins to struggle with self-harm throughout the series.

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    3/9
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    50
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    [ Being rewritten and updated, no longer abandoned ]

    After two decades of suffering, trauma, and agony, Raph still felt plagued with the pain that tirelessly followed him without an end in sight. All for his family, he told himself, and if he had to go back and do it all again, he would.
    He only had one problem, they couldn’t even manage to make peace with any of it, what’s a turtle to do in a time of such anguish?

    His panicked behaviour had gotten so harsh to the point that he actively flinched at the slightest touch from his own family, his little brother’s! He wasn’t meant to do that, he was meant to protect them. He was the big brother, the one that is the biggest, he’s meant to protect them, be their shield in times of war, so then why is he so brittle? Why can’t he even hug them anymore?
    This needed it to stop, but how? After the recent invasion he wouldn’t dare bother his family with that sort of information, he’s the oldest, he’s supposed to look after them, not harm them further, so what could he possibly do anymore?
    He felt trapped inside of his own scale’s, his rough and calloused scale's that had only ever been used to hurt, how could he escape, but still be there for his family?

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    3/?
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    80
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    11
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    1,339
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    An infectious, deadly, unknown virus starts to spread across the TMNT multiverse.

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    4/?
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    3
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    If you had told Leo a month ago literally any of this was going to happen, he wouldn’t have believed you. More than that, really- if you had tried to tell him anything about the Invasion before it actually went down, the slider would’ve laughed in your face. If you had told Leo- that cocky, young, deathly irresponsible Leo- that his brothers would die and it would be all his fault, that Leo would’ve just laughed it off with a terrible joke and a lazy grin.
    But things are a lot less funny when the government has your family at gunpoint.
    -
    Part three of my Quarantine AU, which you might want to read for context. The Kraang sink its claws deeper into Raph's psyche. Meanwhile, Leo tries his best to be a leader.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    130
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    14
    Hits:
    1,958
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    Michelangelo can not sleep, and neither can Raphael. But Raphael’s restlessness is soon turned into a nightmare. As whatever has disguised itself as his brother, taunts him relentlessly…

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    1/1
    Comments:
    3
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    15
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    257
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    Raphael wins, Mikey loses.
    Simple and spooky as that.

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    1/1
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    2
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    45
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    5
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    486
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    After spending too long cooped up in the lair recovering, Raph is becoming antsy, which is endlessly annoying to everyone, but its a relief it took so long for it to get this bad.
    April suggests they could go stay at the farmhouse for a little while and no one has any complaints, Raph is thrilled to get some fresh air while still being on rest.

    I recommend reading the first story "The Broken Shield" before this one for context

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    3/3
    Comments:
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    45
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    1
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    What happens if Raph had stepped in on that rooftop that night? What if Shredder had pieced through him instead?

    THIS IS NOT A FIX IT FIC! THIS IS A CRAPPY AU! The show did this just fine, at least I think so, if not, this is certainly not better

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    1/1
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    Raphael mourns the brother he has lost, and drowns in the guilt. After all- it’s his fault that he pushed Michelangelo beyond repair.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    33
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
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    Raph and Leo fight a lot. What twins don't? Though it isn't usually this bad, and their father doesn't typically get involved...

    *Not a canon installment of my AU!

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    1/1
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    3
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    65
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    Michelangelo supposedly died. Raphael saw her in a pool of her own blood. But she can’t be dead. Not fully. Michelangelo is not dead.

    Raphael can still feel her heart beat haunting his own chest.

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    Donnie is not sick, slightly delusional, or in any form of denial.

    He's the only one focused enough to do the most genius and logical thing: bust into the prison dimension and destroy the Krang once and for all.

    This is a violent, somewhat gory story, but hopefully still sort of fun, plus there's lots of heart packed in, too.

     

    Or: Donnie is losing it, but he's doing it anyway.

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    Chapters:
    48/?
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    28
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    3,364
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    An argument after a fight causes Raph to storm out of the lair in hopes to cool down, but he's taken during the night and never makes it back home. With the building concern from his brothers, they decide to go out and try to find him to bring him back home. Will they find him? Or will they be too late?
    ---
    Set in the 2018 show with the characters of Bishop (stolen from 2003), Hun (stolen from 2003), and Leatherhead (stolen from 2012).
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    Ti's ABANDONED, but being re-written. Let this one die, please. TvT

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    101
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    10
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    1,743
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    Rahzar seeks retribution and revenge, Shredder gives him the go ahead...here's one angry mutated wolf with some mutant pals, and four captured turtles.

    Good luck to them...they are going to need it.

    Read captions...you have been warned :)

    -will contain swearing-

     

    I DO NOT OWN TMNT, I JUST WRITE FOR FUN

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    34
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    A crazed villain is hell bent on crippling the world, getting revenge and bringing Bishop back from the dead using Michelangelo...and boy is she planning on getting everything she wants...there will be pain! Emotional and physical!

    She already has the location of the lair...& a seriously messed up plan, SHIT IS ABOUT TO GO DOWN!

    I DO NOT OWN TMNT...I JUST WRITE FOR FUN!

    -SEQUEL TO MIND SERUM-

    However you don't have to read that to get the jist of this one 🧡

    QUE TURTLE THEMEEEEE

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    26/?
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    176
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    14
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    3,173
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    In an alternate timeline where Tang Shen survives and an argument between the turtle brothers causes Raph to run away, he has a very different childhood.
    Growing up under Shredder means violence, insult and constant fear, but also the chance at greatness. Tang Shen struggles to protect the children from the influence of her husband, but as long as Karai and Raph have each other, they will be alright.

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    Chapters:
    100/100
    Comments:
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    851
    Bookmarks:
    70
    Hits:
    27,621
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    The teenage mutant ninja turtles (Rise), have a hard time bonding and working together as a team and as a family. They seem to be fine during fights, but when in actual training and actually trying to work together they mess up.

     

    Can Leo help his inferiority complex from taking over? Can Raph keep this family together any longer? Will he figure out whats going on with Leo? Can Donnie not be a huge fucking loser? Can the twins rivalry be fixed? Can Mikey survive his own issues? Can Mikey not be a huge fucking loser pt2? Can Raph not be a small fucking loser pt3? Can ya’ll survive my dumbass? Let’s all find out together. (I’d like to say for anyone reading this far that this part is half a joke. Context: me & friend were on a call and told me they’d pay me to add it and so I did :3)

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    Raph isn’t easily amused, but Casey finds the humor in everything, especially Raph’s crush on him. He just can’t help himself from some harmless teasing. But how harmful could it be to take advantage of how little Raph knows about relationships?

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    96
    Bookmarks:
    9
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    2,203
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    “Raphael,” there was a pause. “...would I be correct to assume that you understand what I’m attempting to convey here?” it wasn’t a question, despite the deceptive framing. Raph understood–his gaze flickered across the canvas erratically as he analyzed the story stained across the woven fabric.

    Realistically, there was no way to misinterpret this–Splinter has practically spelled it out to him–but still, Raph let himself search the scene, desprate for there to be some other interpretation hidden between painted lines.

    There was none.

    Or where a well-meaning Master Splinter tries to teach Raphael an important lesson only to fail miserably. Problems ensue.
    *This is a work in progress, what is posted is a snipped of the old work. Will be replaced with rewritten work when completed.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    3
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    81
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    6
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    679

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